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    Celtics vs. Detroit




    I’m still kind of pumped, coming fresh off a win against the Knicks and I think I’m allowed to have delusions of grandeur right now. The Detroit Pistions are a well oiled machine – they also thrive on shutting down the wings, which is where most our offense comes from. If you watched the Knicks game, Al Jerfferson was a poor man’s Eddy Curry, generating little to no offense. Paul Pierce and Ricky Davis slashed and dished to our bigs, who basically became spot up shooters. Delonte played great against Stephan Marbury, but Billups is a much, much tougher defender. The Pistons will probably have Tayshaun Prince cover Pierce, while Rip Hamilton runs Davis ragged off countless screens/pick and rolls. In the interior, the combination of Rasheed Wallace and Ben Wallace will absolutely rape us (figuratively). Both Wallace’s play a pretty physical inside game, so I’m sure Coach Doc Rivers will probably have our bigs out of the lane. Let’s face it, Mark Blount and Raef Lafrentz couldn’t post up cardboard box… but they’re dependable mid range jump shooters (15-18 feet).


    I don’t think being patient works well with Detroit, we’re a very young team with fresh legs, we need to take advantage of that. We need to cut often and get open, forcing them to collapse and rotate, giving us wide open shots at the weak side baseline. I’ll admit that Detroit is a much better team, but I’m hopefully optimistic about our chances, 95 – 90, Celtics go 2-0



    Good job Pistons, with 0.8 seconds to go, (I’m not the greatest X’s and O’s guy) Rip Hamilton came off a variation of a staggered screen, set in almost a pigskin-like O-line formation and got off a clean shot. I hear a lot of people trying to play the blame game, spouting out ‘what if’s’ – we lost, plain and simple. You could blame Kendrick Perkins on not sticking the inbounder (Tayshaun Prince), you could blame Ricky Davis not being able to fight through the screens to contest the shot, or Raef Lafrentz for the not rotating off his man onto Rip or Pierce missing clutch free throws with 70s and 31s on the clock, etc. Let it go, we got beat by one of the best teams in the East.


    For those of you who worry about trackers on Xanga, worry no more. I’m going to help you easily circumvent them. The simplest and quickest method, would be to turn off javascript. However, if you’re like me, you want to do it in a way that makes you seem much cooler than you really are. If you haven’t done so already, download Firefox. It’s much safer than Internet Explorer anyways. Next, you’ll want to install a Firefox’s Adblock Extension, which is very useful for not just blocking ads but in this case, remote scripts. In Firefox use the menus to go Tools > Adblock > Preferences. Make sure “Enable Adblock” is ticked, and it’s set to “Remove Ads” (not hide). Add the following in “New Filter” (don’t forget to click ”add” after each one):


    *.extreme-dm.com
    fingerprintx.com
    fingerprintxanga.com
    suhock.com
    suhock.net
    syberdave.net/xanga/*
    trackablog.com
    xangaspy.com
    xangatracker.net
    xtracker.us
    *.ulsp.info
    gottem.net
    kaiyotee.cozysite.com
    kaiyotee.t35.com
    nutbbb.allhyper.com


    The asterisk would block the pages from the root, but it’s not foolproof — nothing is completely 100% safe. If you think the nslookup and ISP might tag you, then you should probably stop the cocaine lab in the basement, ‘kay? You can, and in my opinion, ought to check the sites you visit frequently by running them through Got’em’s xanga-tracker Sniffer. If you’re really concerned about your friends knowing that you visit their site (why are you stalking your friends?), then you might want to one up that. I occasionally use an SSL (Secure Socket Layer) VPN (Virtual Private Network) anti-script access called Megaproxy.  It’s $10 for 3 months, but you can try it free here.  There are others, too, such as Anonymizer, with both paid and free (upper right hand corner) versions.  Of course, the free versions are limited (usually to the amount of free surfing you can do).  But then again, this may be something you only want to engage occassionally and then the free versions are just fine. Secondly, the logs, in the latest version, are entirely non-public so that no one else can spy on you tracking on them.  For instance, the outsourced Xanga Anti-Stalker module which is in place on my blog for the purpose of this entry, which I will probably never look at (again), is viewable here.  If someone else has a Xanga Anti-Stalker module, you need only insert their username in the URL to see who they are tracking.  Even Got-Em’s tracker, though seemingly password protected, can be circumvented by an unpublished alias URL.

  • Music is such a terrible drug


    It’s odd -troubling, perhaps- how much influence music can (and frequently does) have on my frame of mind. The other day, during a late night gaming session, I was forced to listen to a radio station from the shitty end of the spectrum for an hour and a half, and it drained me. I’m not exaggerating when I say that I need music, good music, to function properly.


    And guess what, my dealer was just at the door, and I got myself a fix – my good friends over at Mika Nakashima  have shown me a fantastic album, Sakura Iro Maukoro, which looks (sounds, rather) to be a gem.


    Stereo images.


    You can learn more about stereo images here.







    Your IQ Is 130

    Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

    Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

    Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

    Your General Knowledge is Genius


    Taken while someone was watching! If I took the logical test and failed, I failed because logical test said ‘fuck you’… I guess I know why I screwed up on the logical intel portion -_-’



    I’m not too tough to say something is impressive or beautiful when I see it.


    Oh, here were the couple of images I put up in September on a different site.




    Now that the clock is an hour slower, we’re 13 hours slower than Hong Kong time.


    I probably spent at least a week playing around with this.
    http://profiles.doe.mass.edu/home.asp?mode=so&so=493-6&ot=5&o=486&view=tst


    Celtics over Knicks -3

  • What if human beings didn’t exist on the planet earth? I know what you’re thinking, “what about evolution?” Can you trust the theory of evolution. Once upon a time, humans lived with God in a paradise in the sky. With God’s protection, there was no fear of Death and natural disasters were entirely unknown. Then one day, humans ate a forbidden fruit and gained incredible wisdom and as a consequence God drove mankind from paradise for their sin. Bitter at having been driven out of paradise, humans used the wisdom they’ve obtained to be as Gods. With knowledge and power to challenge God, for they were the shallow images of God. They imitated the creation and destruction, undaunted by divine presaging wrath that God would one day pour down. Those who defied God would perish without forgiveness, and the ones to embraced God would be beneath the pearly gates. For those who dared challenge God, right hearted humans were created to live on the planet. Which is our ancestor, evolution or creationism.


    I’ll stop my rambling.


    It’s hard to stay self-motivated with so much still left hanging. Well, at least I have new music to listen to when I exercise… go run to the stores and pick up Jin’s new albums, Jin presents: The Emcee’s Proper?ganda.


    Have a happy and safe Halloween. Coincidentally, the weather was the exact same last year, warm with clear skies.


  • In cased you missed it, check out the pictures below.


    Anyways, don’t have anything to say really, so I’ll just put pictures of Half Life 2: Lost Coast up. 1600 x 1200 @ max settings – click on images to enlarge.



    The beginning of Lost Coast…



    They’re silly, I’m not even in the city!



    Good thing those windows are shielding me from those harmful UV rays.



    The end… or is it? nope, it’s the end.



    Odd little glitch.



    Must be some kind of cult or something o.0



    Different angle… w00t!


    If you want the uncompressed images, message me. It’s snowing outside…


  • Nothing new, just put it up out of boredom.


    High fructose corn syrup, where is it? I don’t know but it’s not in my body. It’s been over a month since I replaced sugar from my diet (when possible) and things seem to taste so bland. Water just doesn’t have quite the same zing! as soda or juice. Now it’s nothing but protein shakes, l-glutamine pills/powders, omega-3 pills and fiber any way I can get it. Don’t really have a lot of energy for a real entry.


    http://www.hkepc.com/hwdb/nf4slix16-3.htm
    Please have eastern language pack installed – thanks =P



    http://www.techreport.com/reviews/2005q4/opteron-254/index.x?pg=1
    Freaking sweet… with such a low frequency, I don’t really want to go dual core, but the power consumption is very impressive. Maybe when (or if) they release the 256′s, I’ll upgrade.

  • Skip straight to the bottom, this entry is marred by heresy and publicly dissents from the officially accepted dogma of the Church… also, it’s boring!
    Am I for or against God… the great puppeteer from beyond. Well, I’m not against the big guy in the sky. I’m actually pro-faith, however having said that I believe that God exists within you. That is where faith begins and where you’ll find it. If you can look past the blasphemy, the faith I speak of is one whose value you’ve built up yourself. Sadly, that means I don’t think too highly of the church or its doctrines since faith is more of a personal understanding. Regardless of what you’re taught, the faith inside of you motivates you to do good things and to continue believing. I know, like, no bull.


    The theme mainly has to do with the fabrications towards our views on God….people have told us what to look at, we’ve forgotten what REAL faith is. No… nothing AGAINST God. I may make some Judeo-Christian references, although with few exceptions, they are not gratuitous. Some people may dislike and disagree with my brush, painting religion in a bad light but I’m just drawing from the palette of corruption and contrasting it with the hues of faith. When I speak of God, I don’t mean it in the traditional sense. Keep an open mind and realize that despite the references, I’m not trying to make any statements about Christianity or any other specific religion. What I do is for the sake of simply evoking associated concepts within your mind.

    Those devout fanatics, the blind followers censor themselves from contrasting opinions. They cannot fathom someone who has differing beliefs than their own, though there is no right or wrong, that does not mean there is nothing worthwhile to say. I have no reason to be for or against the Judeo-Christian God, though as far as an omnipotent, omniscient figure – don’t make any presumptions for or against the possibility. They won’t listen to any expression or ideal contrary to their own or any expression or ideal contrary to their religion.


    They don’t like an open mind… I’ve heard that the Devil has an open mind.


    Well, I try my own tactic, telling them how futile and pointless following draconian rules and rituals are while pointing out the value and faith in the heart. Very similiar to what Jesus, himself did. If they disagree, which they assuredly would, tell them to read the passages where Jesus talked to the religious establishments of his day. Hopefully after that, you can have an open dialogue with them instead of a shouting match.


    In fact in most conversations I have with people, generally the most juvenile attitudes come from supporters of organized religions. The whole ‘I’m right, you’re wrong’ attitude and ‘I’m going to heaven while you’ll go to hell’ stance.

    Also the “legends” that most organized religions would have you believe seem to be nothing more than juvenile fantasies or great exaggerations in the least. Like somebody really could survive the flooding of a whole planet with 2 of every single creature in some rickety ark, or that somebody could survive in the stomach of a whale like its a mystical cavern or something. Logic would certainly dictate that you would at least raise some questions about the validity of such stories, but your staunch supporter of organized religion would tell you that you just need to have faith or accuse you of heresy for not believing. Now tell me which side of the argument truly sounds childlike.

    While I certainly respect everyones beliefs and do acknowledge that organized religions have done tremendous amounts of good in the world, I certainly think that in a lot of cases organized religious groups are deserving of plenty of criticism.


    In the beginning, there was nothing. By a method still being debated, but likely extraordinarily complicated, there became energy and matter.

    Life arose from the primordial soup, or from deep sea vents or some method, yet to be determined. The pieces of life arose by accident, but they were not alive. Bacteria arose and also those like bacteria.

    And some of the bacteria was divided. The bacteria to the left formed algae and diatoms and the bacteria to the right moved on. And the bacteria to the right again divided. And to the right, the fungi, and to the left, the animals. That bacteria which stayed formed different bacteria, and have done so since the time when some went right, and some left.

    And that which was before algae formed algae, moss, ferns, and trees, both fruiting and coning, and as various as the stars in the sky.

    And that which formed fungi, formed the yeasts and the mushrooms, and those like the yeasts and the mushrooms.

    And that which formed animals formed the sponges, and the shellfish, and the worms, and the insects, and the spiders and scorpions and the sea stars and the fish of the sea, beasts of the field, and birds of the sky. From one beast, came man, who was aware of himself, who multiplied greatly, though at first with other beasts, for he was alone. And the sponges and the shellfish, and the worms, and the insects, and the spiders and scorpions and the starfish, and fish of the sea, and beasts of the field, and birds of the sky arose from that which first went right and then left. And man, who was aware of himself, arose from these also, that first went right, and then left.

    Man arose, and built great cities. He wondered by what magic he arose, and could decide on no one thing. He suffered by the sky, the plague, and fellow man, and died. When he died, he became as nothing. And when mankind was destroyed fully, by the sky, the plague, and fellow man, the earth found that man arose to nothing, and of himself, became nothing but the dirt of the ground and the food of those who came before him and after him. And the earth was content for many years. And when the time came, the sun died, and all life that went to the right or to the left was extinguished with it and that which went to the right, or to the left, came to nothing and became as nothing.

    Therefore, men, knowing that you are nothing and will become as nothing, drink, eat and be merry, for you are as nothing, and will be nothing except the dirt of the ground, and the food of those before you, and those who come after you.

    The science of evolution isn’t hard science. It’s forensic science. It is based on evidences, much like a trial, and also, very much like many religions. Religion and forensic science always require some faith, because your degree of certainty is much smaller than say, basic physics or chemistry. Basically, evolution is currently the best thing science can offer, but many are too willing to push it as truth when that is simply bad science.

    Beyond that, I’ll also say that hard science is supposed to be testable, but it can only test the physical. If something spiritual does exist, science cannot be expected to notice it, for it must by nature, write it off as something physical but as of yet unknown.

     


    Believing in the ark or the great fish is much like believing that life arose from some sort of nothing. Once you believe in something, all other things must follow and be rationalized under that point of view. The ark and fish are just examples of providential care. If you already believe an all powerful God exists from other evidences, it is not hard to believe that an all powerful God could give miraculous care as needed. Even if a scientific explanation could be given, a believer does not need them because again, this isn’t a passage about whether or not God exists or not, it’s about a feature of God you are to believe if you already believe in God.

    I think the main point is… don’t be a sucker. Don’t believe just because someone says. Examine what you believe, examine a text if applicable and manuscript evidence. Look for holes. Whether or not the spiritual exists, there’s stuff out there trying to take advantage of you. I can’t make the good parts of religion look very bad – it can only make the bad parts look that way. And the bad parts more often than not aren’t even taught in the religion. There are a lot of people out there that don’t even know what they claim to believe. These, and the “religious” people that take advantage of these people, are the ones that I am most harsh towards.

     

    It’s hard if you’ve lived a life where you have been force fed Christianity your entire life, and have never once thought outside that box.

    In that sense, everything I’ve said probably offended you.

    Sorry, guy.

     

    Religion loves to preach theory and delusion. Question everything. Don’t buy into something because the Church or your parents said so – seek the truth for yourself. This isn’t just an attack on organized religion but the entire misguided plato-derived conception of being. Yes, I’m eloquent as god spit and a schizophrenic mishmash of cliches and symbolism (and before you get started, no, symbolism does not mean depth or relevance or quality or anything approaching legitimacy).

     

    Most close-minded people refuse to place God above their own understanding of Him. Thus, they lose the real divine nature of God. They limit God to their own limited understanding. Everyone wants to understand the universe and the mind of God. Most (or if) philosophers would naturally come to understand that a god or gods exist, he just wouldn’t be able to understand them. Thus, the philosopher would become an agnostic, believing that God cannot be defined and understood by Man. However, if God were to willingly reveal himself to Man, then Man could understand God, but only by what God has chosen to reveal of himself – which is the essence of Judaism/Christianity/Islam.

     

    Forget the logical and illogical religions of history, if you don’t believe in Eric, hence forth known and referred to as God, then you will go to hell. If you’re some kid in a third world country who has not been exposed to my religion, then you will go to hell. If you have been exposed to it and rejected it, let Allah smite you with his might! Yea, the Church is funny like that..

     


    F.E.A.R. Director’s edition.

     


    Inside, the “goodies”…

  •  My younger sibling wants to apologize to me…


    I haven’t spoken to him for 1 year, 3 months and 3 days. What to do… what to do.


    Choices:
    1. Forgive and forget. After all, he is my younger sibling.
    2. Fuck that piece of shit! Too little, too late – cut my losses and move on.
    3. Accept apology knowing deep down inside I can’t trust the little shit.
    4. ::shrugs:: Who cares, I’ve got cognac on my desk… drunken Counterstrike: Source w00t!!!

  • Wei just sent me this and it is hilarious.


    http://www.heavy.com/heavy.php?videoPath=../content/carnage/flash_video/whosline 


    Too much free time… and makes asians look too nerdy  





    I’m content, miserable, proud and pitiful. I’m filled with self belief and haunted by self doubt. I’ve got all the answers and I’ve got nothing figured out. I like to be by myself and hate to be alone. It’s the ups and downs, but that’s part of the thrills, part of the plans, part of all the things that I am. Sometimes I make no sense, sometimes I’m perfect, sometimes I’m a mess, sometimes I have no clue who the fuck I am.

  • Here’s some interesting shit I came across. Don’t really have a whole lot of time to write, didn’t get much sleep… ummm, yeah.


    High-dose cannabis stimulates growth of brain cells in rats


    Nope, never touched the stuff…


    Sorenstam trumps Wie


    Great marketability, won’t win a damn thing. Reminds me of a tennis player.


    Mortgage rate average tops 6%


    Bush tax panel targets mortgage deduction


    George and Allen need to make up their damn minds



     

    If it wasn’t in Jurassic Park the movie, it’s not worth thinking about.

     


     

    Now that is freaking neat.

     

    Instant message of the Day (I know, it’s a bit early):

    “ROME (Oct. 14) — It was the first day of school, so some students were understandably nervous. But then again, they were not taking just any course, but one run by a Vatican university to teach aspiring demonologists and exorcists.” – Source (CNN; link here)

  • An opportunity came knocking, I saw it and answered, plain as day. It even went as far as sharing a laugh or two with me.


    What’s left for me to say, except accept (awkward : s) and rise to the challenge. There are, however, certain aspects that disturb me.


    Morality vs. Legality. 


    I’ve got much to ponder.



    Honestly, this could not have come at a better time. From $1.05m to $1.8m (a 71% increase in profit), if we include the 7% increase in expenses from next year, it equates to -$140k in projected losses unless we can find some way to generate another $200k in profit. In other words, oh god… ‘do you want paper or plastic?’
    * last edited 10.13.05 @ 9.17p